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The Hard Work of Living

by Heather Pierson

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1.
Nothing Left 03:59
Chorus: There is nothing left here for me Nothing for as far as my crying eyes can see There is nothing left for me here Nothing that’s worth me shedding another tear An aching heart and a restless mind Are all I have left to leave behind I’ll blaze a trail to parts unknown And hope at last I’ll find my true home But this blue world is vast and cold So search I must ‘til I have struck gold And sing my song that’s mine alone And drink these tears deep down into my bones Chorus When I first saw your smiling face All of my sadness left not a trace But then you cut me down to my core And now I don’t sleep soundly anymore When I first took you to my heart I never dreamed you would tear my world apart But now I know the awful truth: That faithful friends are a rare and numbered few Chorus
2.
Though the sun is high and warming my bones And the desert breeze is soft and low And the sky is clear and full of the melancholy tones Of the sweetest birdsong I’ll ever know It’s time to go So many paths before me in every direction And so many miles left to go So many new ideas, so much time for reflection And so many more wild seeds to sow But it’s time to go It’s time to go now There’s a lamp burning in the night And someone waiting to hold me tight And somehow it doesn’t seem right To be this far from everything I know So early in the morning when the world is still sleeping And the edge of the sky starts to glow I’ll hit the road running, like a jetliner streaming Across the land and back to my home ‘cause it’s time to go It’s time to go now I hope I can make it back Without going too far off the track But I’ve always had a knack For wandering away from what I know Even when I know it’s time to go
3.
Speak Wisely 03:39
You can talk about other people You can talk about the weather You can talk about other people’s business And how you can do it better than them You can talk about the evils of this world And how everyone is so cruel Or you can keep on runnin’ that mouth of yours And let ‘em all think you’re a fool But silence is golden and talk is cheap You make much more sense when you don’t make a peep My grandfather told me One day when he came to call He said, “If you got nothin’ nice to say You got no reason to stand up proud and tall” Well, who am I to complain And just add to all the noise? ‘cause people will be people And they’ll use their tools like they’re toys But silence is golden and all you talk is trash It’s gonna come back around and knock you on your ass So speak wisely or not at all Yeah, silence is golden and all you talk is trash It’s gonna come back around and knock you on your ass So speak wisely or not at all
4.
Well, my daddy was a hard workin’ man And momma knew not to get in the way And they taught me that God has a plan When they tucked me in at night they would say “Jesus won’t save you now Unless you get down on your knees And your prayers will be answered somehow But I’ll warn you – he’s a hard man to please” Well, I married the first boy I ever kissed In the backyard by the preacher from town And his charm was a hard thing to resist But some nights he took to holding me down And he’d say “Jesus won’t save you now So you better get right down on your knees Don’t you know that you belong to me now? And lord knows I’m a hard man to please” Well, try as I may and try as I might I pray for my soul both morning and night And ask the good lord for my life to be blessed ‘Cause right now it ain’t nothin’ but a mess When my boy was just old enough to speak I sat him right down here on my knee And in a moment that some might call weak I taught him what my life had taught me I said “Jesus won’t save you now Not even when you’re down on your knees You gotta learn to trust yourself somehow And pray you’re not a hard man to please”
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If you’re feeling sad and blue Let it roll off your back Or if you’re feeling angry Let it roll off your back ‘cause happy times are coming back to you Just give it some time So until then just smile And let it roll off your back You gotta let it roll off your back If people can’t see things your way Let it roll off your back Or if you can’t understand what people do Let it roll off your back ‘cause everybody’s doing The very best they know how to do Sometimes you have to smile And let it roll off your back You gotta let it roll off your back Well I haven’t lived a long time But I know this much is true When the world is getting you down There’s only one thing to do You let it roll off your back If you made a mistake or two Let it roll off your back Or if you can’t do a thing about it now Let it roll off your back ‘cause tomorrow you can take with you The things you learn today So until then just smile And let it roll off your back
6.
In the greening of the year When she first felt the glow of life inside She shared the news and he shed a tear But he never revealed the reason that he cried And then summer came and went in a flash And any hope that she would change her mind was dashed And when the leaves began to fall And an early frost had crept across the land He found that he couldn’t concentrate at all And then one day she reached out for his hand And she said, “Aren’t you happy? There’s something on your mind, let’s talk it through.” And he said, “I’m not ready To share the love of my life with someone new.” And then early that November She saw something soften in his eyes And then she started to remember When that same look first caught her by surprise But life wasn’t the same anymore So maybe he wasn’t the same man as before And on a snowy winter morn She announced to him that she was ready to go And then at last a baby girl was born Who needed more than they could ever know And she said, “Aren’t you happy? I hope that life’s been good to you.” And he said, “I hope that I’m ready To share the love of my life My one and only life The only love of my life With someone new – ‘cause you’re the love of my life.”
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The Marriage 03:48
Time for dinner and it’s already dark He lights the fire with a single spark And in the time it took him to stack the wood He could’ve started up the truck and left for good She sets the table and it’s just for two It’s been years since the little one flew To seek his own way, to find his own life To do what he had done and find his own wife And she says “Would you like steak tonight instead?” But he doesn’t hear her He’s got other worries on his head Because he’s torn between the man they all see And the man that he secretly longs to be When he was younger, he was quite the catch And every woman would bat every lash at him To catch his eye and his fancy, but only one Would become his wife and bear his only son And here she stands now, looking so frail So tired of the distance and so afraid to fail The only man she ever loved, or ever would Who gave her everything that her father never could And she says “Darling was it something that I said?” But he doesn’t hear her He’s got other worries on his head Because he’s torn between the man they all see And the man that he secretly longs to be His hands are tired now, blistered and sore His boots and gloves are waiting for him by the door And he retires to the comfort of his chair And scratches what remains of his thinning hair The whisky burns right through his raw and itching nerves Even though he knows the liquor only serves To bring him sorrow, more cause and fuel for flight And all the while the candle offers up its light And she says “Honey now won’t you come to bed” But he doesn’t hear her He’s got other worries on his head Because he’s torn between the man they all see And the man that he secretly longs to be Yes he’s torn between the man they all see And the man that he secretly longs to be
8.
I pine for a man that I’ll never meet Whose temper won’t flare hot and wild But rather has the heart of a child An angel with a smile so sweet And I ache for a time out of memory When the rivers never ran dry And the stars all sparkled like diamonds in the sky If there’s anything more lovely, please tell me And oh, how I long for freedom Freedom from this hell that I’m in But I’m destined to keep on living with what I’ve done And I’ll never know freedom again Well, I often mistake my dreams at night For memories that I once lived There’s nothing in this world that I wouldn’t give To go back and make this thing right But if only he hadn’t raised his hand to me I might not have lost my cool And after all those years that I lived like a fool I finally had the eyes to see And oh, how I long for freedom Freedom to start over again But I’m destined to lose everything for what I’ve done And I’ll never know freedom again In the blink of an eye, a man had to die By the blade of my old rusty knife But why should I pay for one single day With the rest of my long lonely life? I pine for a man that I’ll never meet As long as I’m locked in this cage All that I’m left with now is my rage And the cold bitter taste of defeat But I’ll always take comfort in knowing That I did what just had to be done But what will happen now to my son – The one in my belly who keeps growing? And oh, how I long for freedom Freedom to live life again But I’m destined to die here for what I’ve done And I’ll never know freedom again
9.
Those hills have always reminded her of home Of the days when all she wanted to do was roam No longer a girl, she’s travelled the world To come right back again to where she started And once again, she seems so broken-hearted But those hills had kept all the world from her view And every day she longed for something new And when that day finally came to chase after fame Her father stood out on the porch and held her No one seemed to have the heart to tell her That you gotta thicken up your skin and stay on track ‘cause you might love the world but it might not love you back You gotta keep those fires burnin’ and never let them die Don’t wake up one day to find that you’ve been living a lie So with her case in her hand and a lump in her throat And her arms in the sleeves of her mother’s coat She set out on her way at the break of the day To find out why the grass seemed always greener And discover what the world would see in her She better thicken up her skin and stay on track ‘cause you might love the world but it might not love you back You gotta keep your fingers busy and give it your best try Don’t wake up one day to find that you’ve been living a lie So one day when she’d had all her fill of the world And all of the sadness that had unfurled She set her sights for home with nothing but her comb And a list of all her heartbreaks and failures Why in the world would no one tell her? That you gotta thicken up your skin and stay on track ‘cause you might love the world but it might not love you back You gotta keep those fires burnin’ and never let them die You gotta guard against the crime most high And that is living a lie
10.
I used to think that time was like a river Flowing ever onward to the sea But now I find it’s more like a cold, deep spring That’s bound to run dry eventually And yet I still have to haul the water And wait for the sweet bread to rise anyhow These things will move on without me So I’ll roll up my sleeves and I’ll do it now But the more I learn, the less I know what’s going on And all the while, the hard work of living keeps rolling on I will never lose my thirst for the water I will never take for granted what I have here and now But that doesn’t mean the road will be easy It only means that I’ll have to find my way somehow But the more I learn, the less I know what’s going on And all the while, the hard work of living keeps rolling on

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released October 8, 2013

Produced by Heather Pierson
Engineered and mixed by Alan Bean at Baked Beans Recording Studio, Harrison, ME
Mastered by Adam Ayan

Photography by Tim Shellmer

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